Long time no see

I don’t know how I feel. I need to find my peace, I need to learn how to love myself. I just want to feel free, I don’t want to hurt anyone and I just need to feel free. Everyone deserves to be happy so why can’t I? Lately I’ve learned that I’m better off alone, at least for a long time, that I shouldn’t try so hard to find someone because things always happen for a reason and when I do find someone then it will be meant to be. I’ve learned that I have to appreciate ME, before I appreciate someone else. I hope you guys haven’t forgotten me.